Wednesday, December 5, 2007
i seriously don't know what to say to you. Firstly, going to vice's house was planned long before and the first time i told u was i wanted to stay for a week, but i decided on 2 nights after that. Such a simple thing and yet u still do not allow? just 2nights at his house and he's going to Australia next year. Is it that difficult? Is it too unreasonable? I wouldn't be able to stay with him for A YEAR and 2 nights is too much?
The holiday that you planned was not a holiday for me basically because dad told me he wants me to learn something there. So from my point of view, you are just trying to lie to me and bring me in. You may really wanted to have a holiday but why there? Why a place that has totally no entertainment? Brunei just isn't a holiday destination for me.
The thing that you wrote on the board this morning just told me that you had not thought of anything from my point of view. I know you want a break from your work but why can't we go somewhere else?
But now forget about that. I have more troubles than that. If im a teenager, i wouldn't want to go in, i would want to play. If im a son, then i would have to go in since i was asked to by my dad. If im myself, then i would never had expected this to happen and so sudden that im unable to take it.
So how am i supposed to react? both my parents want me to go but i don't want to. So am i supposed to say NO? and even when i said NO the answer is still YES. i expected that. i couldn't run from it. So i had to prepare myself to face it but it's not easy. So whatever the case is i decided that i will go in brunei myself and YOU and sis can go somewhere else for a holiday. Fair enough? Well then you are not left out now are you? and don't think that i'm left out because this was my decision. So now you have a chance to go somewhere u really want to. well then i suppose this settles it and i'll make sure u read this by today.
all messed up;
12:45 PM
