Saturday, December 15, 2007
well then first thing off my mind is... my mum didn't really scold me for going into Cj she just said study hard. =D hmm but it seems that alot of ppl dun like Cj but its my choice and what matters is yourself.
it seems like i haven been doing enough for my family so i guess i should be more careful on my choices nxt time. not going out today with my frens today was partly cuz i was tired and my sis wasn't at home so i din wan my mum to be alone again. i realise my mum is like a kid sometimes... lol well then tmr is either east coast if its not raining or stoning again. mayb i have to get my passport... o.o my sis bd is in 1 days time LOL i just remembered....
i was thinking quite alot last night,
its about time for me to move on and stop waiting for you, i suppose someone else can do that. i wasn't clear of those feelings and mayb it was just attraction. but u said it yourself that you wouldn't waste your time on someone u don't like and i suppose i shouldn't keep waiting then. i realise i can't even treat u as a normal friend too... so its a little tough for me although it may be nothing to you. mayb its me thinking a little too much but thats me and right now i may be doing something stupid/unreasonable/selfish but i decided to forget u totally if i am able too and hope time would help me out.
3/9/07 's bet was a mistake
1/11/07 to be able to see u again was good enough
oct'07 u probably shouldn't have replied my smses at all
you made your decision and i've made mine
its kindof obvious someone else likes u too and well all the best for you.
i think it was a mistake to put the link to my blog on my msn personal message so mayb i'll make a new blog or just stop posting =)
my posts are mainly my thoughts so... dun say its emo ok.. i think alot hahahah xD
all messed up;
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