damn man i'm in the wrong class... 1T10 is like all those hardworking and study people which i'm not...
supposedly IG meeting cancelled and class outing was like... dinner at crystal jade which i didn't go... so i just stayed with sameer, zy and ernest which was like so much more fun... class outing like half the class not there -.-
its either im too used to having someone to like talk nonsense and complain too that now im not really used to not talking to the 2 of them much.. i kindof feel alone in my new class, its like i not really close to the 7 sji ppl and even though you are there its different from last time..
i remembered the time when i just called you for no apparant reason when i went down for a walk at night cause i was too angry with my family. its like... for no reason at all totally but just to rant and complain about my life but you listened.. it may not have been anything for you but it was a big difference to me..
when im doing nothing now... i look at my phone and want to sms someone but theres like no one to talk to..
i want to go back to the time when i nvr had to depend on someone else for my own matters..