i don't know if what i'm doing is right.
confused.
i was ready to end it but there was a twist of events.
now i'm at a lost.
i don't want to make the same mistakes.
it's still the same as before isn't it?
no matter how long i wait or what i do.
it's probably not going to change.
all messed up;
5:54 PM
Monday, March 3, 2008
i went to see the doc today and ask about my skin. he told me that i should avoid the sunlight since im getting burnt. best solution was to stop hockey. but wth man this is so fucking unfair. my skin probably wont be able to take the sunlight even if its not hockey.
if i wanna stay in hockey i have to wear long sleeves to play. wow man.... new style =.=
and i really want a sports cca.. how sia... fk lah.. stupid skin..
all messed up;
9:38 PM
Saturday, March 1, 2008
rain rain rain the whole day. but we still went to play soccer =D i brought bball but couldnt play cuz outdoors was wet and there was some netball thingy at the indoors court.
we played with some other ppl and i kindof suck at soccer now... everything i see the ball i want to use hand hahaa too much bball. but i think keeping was easier for me. saved 2 goals ^^V (out of 3 that was shot at me while i was keeper)
followed yew tong and his family after that since we got nothing to do. so we just talk crap throughout till like 4+ when jiaqi came to join us. taidi, bridge and more nonsense before we decided to go for lan. i was supposed to go church for fun with josh and kim but couldnt make it. so mayb next week. hehe i owned kevan and jiaqi in dota =D and my cs not that bad now haha
i think i'll go soccer and bball with kevan every sat morn. so at least got something to do. and go yew tong's house one of these days.
no one's at home now except me... =.="
all messed up;
10:37 PM