life isn't how i imagine it to be. sometimes i think everyone is too self centred, yes its human nature to be so but some people are just too inconsiderate at times.. oh wells..
changes can't be avoided. how much a person change depends on himself. but remember that he was once like this. and that means whatever he was, its still in him. i wish to believe in this.
i realise i do alot of thinking in my head. not exactly say it out. sometimes i see no point saying it out cause no one thinks the same way in everything, although there may be times when it is similar.
i don't understand why people expect things from others when they aren't prepared to do it for others themselves. i don't understand why people put down others for things they try, especially from family members.
Most of our life is illusory. Everything in the past is memory, everything in the future is imagination. Those are both illusions - memories are unreliable and we just speculate about the future. The only thing that is completely real is the one instant of the present - and that is constantly changing from imagination to a memory.
