wooo~ what a boring dayyyyyyyyyyy -.- should have went for the physics camp thing... at least got something to do...
i practically stoned for the whole day. didnt even launch cabal.. like dont feel like playing already but no moon study yet too. so i just read my book, play guitar, learning 'more than words' and my finger hurts ><
i want to go out and play sports damn.. but few of my friends do that.. haiz.. okay i want to swim tmr but somehow i dunno why i got this scared feeling of getting cramps while swimming. and what if no one is there.. too long never swim le.. just feel scared ><
i'm kindof confuseddddd... i dunno why..... what the hell man... i realise i'm damn scared of loneliness. probably cause of the many times i went home from school and no one is at home. and i dont really have a friend who is always there for me. no offense man but it feels like that.
okay lets see.. next week should start studying. my plan was 1 week break 3 week study and theres a break of like few days during the supposedly 3week study thing... i hope i dont die for MYE lol