and so.. hockey is over now. sadly. i just feel that its so wasted even though i didnt get to play much. and coach's eyes were like telling me he didnt trust me to play. but you know what? i think i could at least understand my own capabilities in defending. i dont believe im weaker than any of them out there.
have you ever tried running on the track while its raining and there's lightning? hahah well i got to, since the pe teachers didnt put up the lightning alert sign. and i kindof thought about how it would be like to die from a lightning strike. Bam! and you'll be gone? i think it'll take less than a sec. imagine if you saw the lightning coming towards you. hoho...
no one to celebrate with even if i produce my best results. i don't see the happiness in life.
